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Friday, January 30, 2009

once upon a time..

salam,



1st of all, i wanna state dat none of d story dat i'm bout to share is related to me.. it's just a story bout life n hope u enjoy it! rekaan atau reality?.. hurm.. kl tekena btg idung sendir.. maafla ye.. tengah buhsan malam nie, tngk japanese drama pun dah boring, so aku tekan2 la keyboard.. hoping dats something brilliant will come out.. k, here it goes.

' sume dah blk.. sendiri la aku kat cni' br 1st day kenal dunia yg mengelarkan aku sbgi siwazah.. hurm, ape la menarik nye ye.. xpe la, without changes there 's no excitement.. wat's life witout excitement rite?.. so.. time group breaking, aku x suke btol.. mane la knl orng, tup..tup dpt la kumpulan.. ape2 la.. asalkan minggu 'kenal2' nie abih cepat.. kak2 n abg faci ni pun satu.. ingt aku nie atlet ke.. asyik suh marathon x abeh.. sakit ati tol ngan bj kurung lari mencanak2.. haha

masuk group je.. aku sendiri lg.. ntah la, maybe sebb aku cam A galak kot ~ muke seyes sngt.. orng pun cam maleh nak tegur.. serves u rite~ ok, bkan tue cerite nye .. ade cite laen.. haha.. aku nmpk die ngan kawan~ mmg cocky abis .. so arrogant org kate ckp sumer cam poyo.. aku bg idea, die wat x tau.. mmg mase tue aku giler nyampah tngk die.. bajet cam bagus.. pastue buli dak chinese dlm group aku plak.. sian die.. aku menentng Bullism ~ ade ke word tue.. haha

sampi la d last nite ms ice breaking.. die ckp psl lalang n cinta.. aku terkejut ngan sumer statement die.. dalam ati ' giler player mamat nie, jiwng karat, mesti dah berape awek die tukar' cam2 -ve thoughts ade dlm otak aku ~ almaklum la aku nie cam x berape nak suke mamat jiwang, mulut manis nie.. sebab jiran aku kate, orng camni la bnyk perdaya golongan wanita.. haha ... lepas je minggu knl2 aku x penh dngr ape2 cite2 pasal die~ mmg aku x amik tau pun.. sebab die pun bukan ade gaya nak kawan ngan aku.. aku pun mmg xmo kawan ngan player cam die.

a very few months after dat, br la aku tau die yg sebenr.. completely different person.. mmg gila laen dr my 1st impression.. die slalu involved ngan axtvt yg sedap bl di dengar~ haha.. x payah ckp la xtivity ape... tp aku a bit malu la, sebab pikr gile bkan2 psl die ~ mmg -ve aku pikir.. lame2 bl nmpk ape yg die buat.. aku mule sejuk,~ jatuh cinta? mestila x... tp berminat coz ade ciri2 cam bapak ku di citu.. xmo la pikir cinta2 nie.. xde pekdah pun.. mkin dekat ngan maksiat lg ade la.. jd, aku slalu doa pade - Nya..

" Ya Allah, sekirenye dia dijadikan untuk .. ko dekatkan la hati kami.. jauhilah diri kami dengan maksiat, tapi kl die bukan ditakdirkan untuk ku, Kau buangkan la segala gusar di hati.. agar aku semakin dekat dengan-Mu"
almaklum la.. harapn ku.. moga hati ini milik sepenuhnye oleh lelaki yg bergelar suami, walaupun aku kadng2 suke 'mencuci mate' dengan keindahan ciptaan-NYa.. haha.. aku dengan die? haruslah pelik kl bersama, aku x setanding dengan die~ pejuang islam yg sentiasa berani, aku? gadis biase yg inginkan perubahan.. tetapi, masih belum brani mengorak langkah untuk berubah.. take one step at a time, sedngkan die sudah berlari jauh dr aku.. xpela.. kl jodoh ade pasti x ke mane ~ ayat sedapkan ati.. haha

ok.. tue je la dessert for tonite.. if i ever hv a time.. i will tell u other story but moral nye we can't simply judge a person from d way he look n 1st impression isn't always right... try to get to know others be4 makin any conclusion!

XoXo

Thursday, January 29, 2009

tagged

salam,

Dis is d 1st time i ever answerd question tagged by amal, dah 2 kali be4 dis tp x sempt nak jwb ~ almaklumla masih jahil lg dlm budaya tag2 nie.. hoho..i got plenty of times, so y not i try to post it.. baru la ceria ckit blog.



A) People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz. (Those that are tagged cannot refuse.)
C) Continue this game by tagging 8 other people

Saye mau tag:
liana
ina
yaya
shafik
mejah
kamel

What have you been doing recently?
# watchin japanese drama ~ shibatora n from kenji to ape ntah

Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
sometimes.. tu pun x sedar bateri dah abis

What happened at 10am today?
sleeping like baby

When did you last cry?
d last 2 weeks.. can't stand d cirit birit... haha

What do you want in your life now?
grade wif 1st class honor.. n find mr. right... haha

Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
ntah.. slalu driving.. kl xde payun maen ujan la.. love it

What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
listening to fly.fm or watchin DVD's

What bottoms are you wearing now?
suke ati la aku nak pakai ape.. haha

Whats the nicest things in your inbox?
xde ape yg nice kot.. x simpn r bende ngarut.. kang ade yg 'tukang baca'

Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
ntah.. never been in relationship

Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
sometimes.. bl bukak almari tngk bj sume dah busan

What was the last movie you caught?
sepi from internet.. gilo dah lapuk punye cite br tengok

What are you proud of?
my families

What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
msg raye tahun '07

What was the last song you sang out loud?
goodbye by miley

Do you have any nicknames?
shasha, caca, mek yam ... yam

What does the newest text say?
"perut ko bnyk cacing kot" from nor.. haha

What time did you go to bed last night?
around 1.30 a.m

Are you currently happy?
biase je.. tp cam in a low mood.. dunno why

Who gives you the best advise?
umi

Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
ntah.. x penah pun beli dr can.. slalu kat topping ice choco or mocha je

Who did you talk on the phone last night?
my very best buddy, elin sabtu

Is something bugging you know?
yup.. i'm craving for JOhnny's steamboat

Who was the last person to make you laugh?
my silly brothe, omar ~ makes dirty lousy jokes bou men.. haha

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

new face

salam my dearest readers,

making decision is part of our life.. so don't be afraid to make ones as long as it is our own choice, rather than other people asked u for it... it's ok to make a mistake, so that u can learn from it


Today i made a few changes in my blog, thanx to amal sweetie who guided me tru n d result is super fantastic.. huhu~ angkat bakul la plak, boring tengok yg lame.. sampi xde mood nak update blog.. nway, i'm still enjoyin my CNY holiday n just spent it for sleeping but dis time i'm not in a mood for eating~huhu .. i'm losing my freakin apetite! pretty sad i guess b'coz i realllly enjoy eating.. huhu. during dis last 3 weeks i've been attacked by obnoxious diarrhoea for 3 times ~ waaa.. can't stand ma.. dunno wat's up wif my digestive system.. maybe it's kindda good news for me.. i can loss some weight.. hoho, stop wif d crap.. hoho.. nak cakap bnde lain la.. but waitin for d ideas to come..

to be continued..

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Pembuka Tirai 2009! FREE PALESTINIAN!


it's been a long since d last time i updated my blog.. smpi lupe dah ade blog.. hoho.. dah tahun 3 sem II dah.. tp skill OT cetek lg.. mm, camne la nak jd great therapist~ xpe la, ikut je flow.. huhu.. talkin bout opening of '09, it's a bit overwhelmin for palestinian ~ n i strongly felt pity n sad 4 them.. we shud absolutely condem d zionis 4 wat they did ~ hell u israel!.. they killed thosand of innocent people in Gaza like crazy, regardless d children n d mother.. women. i bet d world knew dat in a war d ladies n children r MUST NOT be killed.. but they did it anyway, like d life of palestinian has no value at all.. it's hard for me to even read n see their misery in newspaper ~ feel like cryin..



but anyway, we can't do anythin if we dun start takin action.. we can see now, people from all over d country they start to act by doing d demostration to show their concern bout people in Gaza.. it's one of d way to show them WE DO CARE! d least we can is boycot their merchandise.. by doin dis we can disturb their economy n lastly do pray for them~there still some hope 4 them. May Allah bless them!